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I'm Haunted
I'm haunted
I'm haunted in my head
I'm haunted in my home
I'm haunted all the way  back home
I see, I remember

That cuddle coach is dusty
My bed is full of tears
The bathroom has blood stain
And my mind has fears

I'm haunted by her words
I'm haunted by her voice
I'm haunted by her face

I wish I could say
The break-up was fine
we weren't meant for eachother
But for me, she was the one

I'm haunted by her
And she won't ever know
Is It Wrong?Is it wrong
That I glance up at the clouds,
Feeling the wind through my hair,
And dream of a mystifying land
Where one can be accepted no matter what?

Is it wrong
That I choose to wear jeans down past my heels,
Baggy and ripped at the knees,
Unlike all the other boys that wear athletic
Shorts, so unscathed and clean?

Is it wrong
That I ask people about their troubles,
Sometimes doing all in my mortal power
To help them surpass the simple,
Even ones I have not defeated myself?

Is it wrong
That while the few friends I have
Dance around giddily and go to
The most extreme only to impress,
But I only hang back in silent content
I'll Remember YouI'll remember you
when someone steals my breath
so I can't even speak.

I'll remember you
when the rain beats so hard
I can't hear myself think.

I'll remember you
when I see a careless smile
on a young girl's face.

I'll remember you
when my heart aches
in a lonely place.

I'll remember you
when the going gets rough
and no one's there for me.

I'll remember you
when I fruitlessly wish
for things that used to be.

I'll remember you
when I see someone smile
as they hide a sigh.

I'll remember you
when someone's surprised
at the word "goodbye."

I'll remember you
when another claims to be
my other half.

I'll remember you, dar
Stand Up and FightStand Up and Fight:

What happened to your hopes,
What happened your dreams?
You're sitting here in silence,
You listen to the screams.

I think you've had enough,
Just stand up and fight.
Don't let yourself be this way,
It's not alright.

You used to have a smile,
But then they made it go.
They crushed you in the dirt,
Now you're feelin' really low.

I think you've had enough,
Just stand up and fight,
Don't let yourself be this way,
It's not alright.

The big bullies gang up,
They got their own hang up,
Forget it and man up,
Ya just gotta stand up.

Because this is your life,
Don't throw it away.
Just stand up and fight,
No
This Is My HopeDo you know how it is to feel haunted in your own head?

Do you know how it feels to remember all the pain?

Do you know how it feels like to be lost in yourself?

If you do, then know, Things get better, darkness will never win.

Never give up, I haven't and I wont, because this isn't my suicide letter,

This is my hope.
Moving On"It all seems to be in order. Let me just read your last file."

"Thank you."

"It says here you used to have a girlfriend who was raped whilst you were with her?"

"Er…yes."

"Did she love you?"

"Yes. More than I could handle, I suppose."

"According to your file you told her she wasn't the one, and that her overfamiliarity with men led her to be in this situation?"

"Er…yes? But it's not like I told her she deserved to be raped, it was more-"

"Just yes or no answers would do. Did you do anything prior to this incident to make this girl feel loved?"

"Yes… I didn't cheat. I think that's enough for any relationship."

"It als
+Helpless+__written story
Hiding in my closet
With my doll in my arms
I close my eyes and
Cover my ears, and
Pretend that nothings happened
Usually daddy just hits
Mommy once or twice,
But I keep hearing her
Screaming and she begs
Him to stop, I
Hear him say that he
Hates her and he
Wants her to pay
I whisper a prayer for mommy
Because I don't know
What to do, suddenly
I start to cry and
Hope God helps her soon
I hear mommy give a scream so loud
Then it's silent....quiet as a mouse
I slowly come out of my closet
And start looking around the house
There I see mommy
On the kitchen floor,
Lying face down with
Blood all around her
I cry so
They Told UsThey Told Us:

They told us we weren't artists,
They said that we're just puttin' words on paper...

They told us we wouldn't make it,
Because language isn't unique...

Ta hell with them all I say,
Because I know tha truth they seek ta hide.

Writers, poets,
We're treated like third-rate artists.

Our hands can't create magical pictures,
We can't create comics ta make people laugh,
Or emotive portraits ta make em cry...

But what they don't see is tha title,
What they don't see is tha description,
They don't even see tha comments or replies!

They look only at themselves,
And at tha talent they seem ta proclaim.
It's like starin' at
Don't Cry, I'm Still Alive
Don't cry, I'm still alive
My body just died, I'm still alive
My spirit has moved on, to the skies
My body died, but I'm still alive

Tell dad, he was the best he could be
Tell mom, that I loved her more than I could see
Tell my siblings, that I will miss their laughs
Don't cry, I'm still alive

I just needed, one more cut
But that was more, than enough
I cut to deep in my wrist, now my body is drained
Please, Don't cry, I'm still alive

What I did, I left them behind
Now I'm with god, and his angels alike
But when I look down, I regret
I see all the pain, I have spread

Don't cry, I'm still alive
Don't cry, my funeral is just a
I Hate MeHate is a word
Reserved for dire circumstances.
You say you hate this,
You say you hate that;
You say it without reserve.
Hate and malice
Drip from your every pore,
Sticking to those who love you.
I cannot hate you,
I can only love you.
But how can I love
Something
That thrusts word-shaped
Daggers into its victims?
I love, because
My hate is greater than yours,
My hate is different than yours.
I hate how I walk,
How I talk,
How I breathe,
How I live,
How I love.
I hate me.
In a Little Girl's MindThere sits the girl with the things in her eyes
Monsters, destruction, and sweet butterflies
Hopscotch and daisies, surrounded by screams
Beautiful dresses now torn at the seams
Crayons and paintbrushes, villains and grins
Young, gladsome innocence, hatred and sins
Little red houses on roads left to fade
Gorgeous moonlight shining off of the blade
Blood pouring out as she cries her own name
Knowing she's forced to take each bit of blame
She could have stopped it and left it behind
All of these things in her troubled young mind
She could have saved them if she dared to try
Rather, though, she left herself there to die.
Now, other
I Am So DisturbedI Am So Disturbed:

How long will it burn me,
In darkness cloaked.
Raped by a voice,
Of death it spoke.

The ceiling revolves with words of sorrow,
Draped on the walls, they are creatures hollow.
Screaming and crying, the death we seek,
The eyes that stare, when I fall asleep.

Voiceless whispers and empty sound,
The pattern of drool, that stains the ground.
Endlessly scratching at walls and eyes,
I stare at reflections that breathe to die.

The darkened shadows that seem to stain,
The constant sound of a pouring rain.
Wherever I go, the eyes that lead,
Within me planting a dirty seed.

Again and again I am twisted by sound,
I wa
She is real..Voices, Personalities.
Somebody else, is inside this head.
I'm not crazy, right?
I can't let  them  get the best of me...

Her name..
It  has a name?
It  has a gender?
It's just my mind cracking.

 It shouldn't exist
 Right..?

She comforts me, whispering words in my mind.
She has come to exist,
Only for the sake of my sanity..

She wishes she could hold me,
But she only exists in my mind.

They tell me, that she is wrong.
I should overcome her,
that she is only repressed memories. Taking form

She will speak for me one day..
When the weight becomes too much..
I Woke Up Like HeliumI woke up like helium,
all teeth and nails
and sunshine. Breath
that could move the waves, eyes
all over the crowd
looking for one to
latch onto.
Searching for that person who
is an island-
skin like sand
fists like rocks
palms like palms,
brushing against
the light
catching air.
Maybe they will get good, maybe
they will get
far away.
You need a place to stand
that will move the earth.
You need to
lay down like an animal,
and like
the other pretty things on the shores,
I say,
wait until you are pretty too.
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Hallucinate
Things are moving here and there
In the bright blue moonlight,
Nobody else seems to care,
Nobody tries to fight.
Don't they know what's happening?
Don't they want it to stop?
The frights that these horrors bring
Are making my heart drop.
I do not know what this means,
I do not understand,
I wish I'd forget these scenes,
I pray you'll lend a hand.
Bodies rot before my eyes,
Fear fills me head to toe,
This new place I so despise,
So much I cannot show.
I let a scream leave my lips,
A shriek so high and shrill,
I collapse as the world tips;
They're going for the kill.
All the light has gone away,
Now we are all in black,
T
Blood
Blood has washed away my dream,
It's never coming back,
Then it tore away my seams,
And it stained my world black.
All I loved is gone and lost,
Too many tears I've shed,
I wish I'd not paid the cost,
I wish I had not bled.
My life's light has now burned out,
It's what I can't replace,
Even though I scream and shout,
My steps I can't retrace.
It is red both day an night,
There is far too much blood,
With my veins I'll always fight,
The depression will flood.
I never see the sun rise,
I'll never see it gleam,
Although it may burn one's eyes,
It's more than it may seem.
Crimson's surging through my veins,
I always feel it t
Scars
Tears fall down like a rainstorm
As I see through the past,
I think about the flesh torn,
And how the marks will last.
I remember the blood spilled,
I still can feel the pain,
And my heart instantly stilled,
It took over my brain.
My nightmares are unending,
I am stained crimson red,
The message I am sending
Is 'I'm better off dead.'
With hurt- I'm overflowing,
It's more than I can bear,
If it's joy you are showing,
I've enough pain to share.
My mind so often wanders
Into such a dark place,
I got lost in the yonder,
And I could find no trace.
The lonely shadow haunts me
Through the day and the night,
It ignores my every
Nightmares
Once, deep in the night when I lay down to sleep,
My mind went to fill with dark things that creep,
Fear filled all my veins as I found no way out,
And no one turned back to my terror-filled shout.
The black and white walls were enclosing me in,
I felt I was trapped by my own awful sin,
I ran through this town that I could not escape,
I screamed and I begged for myself to awake.
Tears welled in my eyes as the pain still did grow,
This mysterious world had too much to show,
I felt my mind fray as I ran past such frights,
I would do anything to forget these sights.
I don't understand how I came to this place,
I do not yet know what
Who Says?
Who says true love can't be found?
Who says it's just a dream?
Who says you'll fall to the ground,
And life is just a scheme?
Love is found within your heart,
And dreams within your mind,
Life is just a work of art,
But sometimes we are blind.
Humans think the worlds a mess,
And joy just has no chance,
They say that we can't beat stress,
We all are in a trance.
The world is a perfect place,
I know dreams can come true,
We just need to find the grace,
So we can start anew.
Who says wishes are just lies,
And who says we can't win?
Who says we can't reach the skies,
And we're made up of sin?
Even if some days are bad,
Or eve
Stories
Sweet creature dying on the floor-
My glimpse of all I dream; adore,
Oh, strong for you was all my love,
I pray that you will rest above.
I must not live inside the past,
Not every dream may live and last,
And all Earth's wishes can't come true,
So some of us must feel the rue.
How fun it was to seek a heart,
But pain to have it torn apart,
And now it's hard to dream again,
But I will fight past all this pain.
I'll find a ship and hoist my sail,
A brand new dream I will avail,
And I will find another light,
I will ensure my life is bright.
Not all your dreams are far away,
You'll find a new one every day,
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"The stars will shine tomorrow
If you make it through the day,
There will be an end to all this sorrow,
No matter what they say.
I'll stand right by you through it all
Even as they bring you down,
I'll pick you up whenever you fall,
I know we'll never drown."
When will I believe those words true
When will I ever feel joy,
You told me that we'd start anew
And my life I would enjoy.
You took my life and ran away
You never gave it back,
Now even though I plead and pray
My heart still has a crack.
My tears ran dry a week ago
When I let them all free,
Now no love I'll ever show
Nor will I ever see.
My soul was made of paper
It's no surprise it ripped,
I see my life through vapor
I feel like I have slipped.
These lies you know I don't believe
You don't believe them too,
I'll never leave my heart on my sleeve
I just wish before I knew.
The past will not come back to me
It hurts me more than ever,
That lovely pitch black hanging tree
Is looking very clever.
Maybe I will hold on tight
And feel my body swing,
I'll die right there during the night
Not caring for a thing.
My plan sounds just too easy
Just dying by that tree,
Maybe I will bring a friend
Or even two or three.
I'll bring my little toy giraffe
And a cool glass of water,
The toy will die with me and laugh
The glass will witness my slaughter.
A memory and one last drink
It seems I am prepared,
I'll give myself no time to rethink
I won't let myself get scared.
Maybe I will see you again
Maybe my neck won't break,
I question if I am still sane
Or if I'll ever wake.
Well then we shall see quite soon
If the rope can do it's job,
I'll wait until the fullest moon
And release my final sob.
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Eh, whatever.
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~Sifke Aug 14, 2012
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I felt in love with your beautiful artwork:love:
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~MewTheNinjaKitty Aug 14, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
What a pretty song *O*
I only hummed the words to myself, never heard them ^~^
And thank you sososo much~!
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~Sifke Aug 14, 2012
you're welcome:hug:
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~MewTheNinjaKitty Feb 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
H'llo.
I fixed the photo link~
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~manathequeen Feb 19, 2012  Student Writer
this is really beautiful. It just captures the heart
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~MewTheNinjaKitty Feb 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much.
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~LovelyRangel Feb 18, 2012
This is so beautiful!
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~MewTheNinjaKitty Feb 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you.
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~LovelyRangel Feb 18, 2012
Your very welcome!
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Mood: Love ~HeatherMaii Feb 18, 2012
"My soul was made of paper
It's no surprise it ripped,
I see my life through vapor
I feel like I have slipped."

My favorite part, amazing job, well done! x
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